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Mommy Dearest.“Darling, your tears are worthless. Blot them out! Fix your face! Your hysteria is pathetic- You need putting in your place.” Her cruel cold eyes look down on me, As her words pierce my heart. There’s no Motherly Love to be seen As she tears my confidence apart. “Stand up! And stop your sobbing. Your face is marred with Tear tracks. I care not for apologies- Come, let us paint over the cracks.” She leaves no bruises or wounds; At least not outwardly. But dig inside and you’ll soon find She is destroying me. Mommy Dearest.
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Let Me Feel Safe. A bottle smashed against a wall, Screams vibrating through stone. Lights flash through closed eyelids- They have left me here alone.
Gravel engravings upon my cheek, Persecution ringing clear. Emptiness eating away at me, Eyes well up with Fear.
Cold night gnawing at my bones, Saturated in blood. This chill eats into my soul- I’d run from myself, if I could.
Warm arms suddenly surround me, Renewing bitter-sweet faith. If I could speak, then I would beg; Please. Let Me Feel Safe. Let Me Feel Safe.
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Mirror Image.I am black storm clouds, and shallow breaths. I am the shadow on the face of death. I am the chill, creeping up your spine. I am a rage which grows, Destroying the sublime.
I am a bitter poison, Sneaking through your veins. I am the voice inside your head, playing twisted games. I am the Gash upon your wrist- The tear you’ll never cry. The sobs that never shudder through you- The Mirror Image of You is I Mirror Image.
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Myself.
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Golly.

Thu Jan 11, 2007, 2:49 AM

_{Well I haven't been on for ages.

Sozz...

Lots of shit happened at home

when Mother found and read my diary.

God, It was just awful.

But....it's better now.

Really better.

All the arguments and the nastyness;

She's changed.

The whole thing has changed her.

+ Our relationship is somewhat nice now.

Anyway, I've not been in town for awhile,

Doesn't look as though I'm going anytime soon..

But once you see someone get raped...

Well the area you've been hanging in

goes down quite abit, doesn't it?

So I don't mind the punishment.

Me+ Bailey are just friends now.

I couldn't deal with the relationship,

On top of everything else.

But,like, we're friends with benefits...

If you get my drift >.<

So yeah....s'all good.

I'm at Dads this weekend.

Then next weekend me,Jess,Pobyn,

Leanne + Rosie Posie <3 are off to

the Trafford Center to watch

White Noise:The Light

Anyway, I'm off now kiddies.

More soon.

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LOAF

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